53. Unleashed
“I’m all right. Everything is okay.”
I deflated. Of course that was his response.
He bent down to kiss my lips once before placing his forehead against mine. “I’m sorry. Truly.
Sometimes my emotions just get the best of me, and I say things I don’t mean.”
Ace had his demons; this wasn’t new information to me. Ever since we were little, he’d have drastic mood changes, saying things to me that were strange and often possessive or even a little barbaric.
He usually regretted it later, often apologizing to me repeatedly, just like he was doing right now. I had just come to accept it as normal behavior for him.
Still, I wished I understood how to help him better. He just wouldn’t talk to me.
And something inside me told me that it wouldn’t always be like this. Deep down, I knew his abrupt switches in personality had something to do with whatever big secret he was keeping from me.
My birthday was in four weeks. Only thirty more days, and I would finally know what was going on with him. I would finally be able to help him.
“Did I ruin the mood?” Ace asked me in a gentle tone, caressing my cheek.
I sighed and shook my head, wound my arms around his neck, and pulled him closer. “No. I…I still want you. A lot.” Understatement of the century. I need him! “If you still want me.”
“I’ll always want you,” Ace replied quickly. “And of course we should use protection. Of course. I have condoms in my bathroom. I’ll go get them.”
Sudden and unexpected jealousy made my heart race in my chest, and I grabbed his shoulder before he could push himself off the bed. “Hold on, why do you have condoms?”
I had always assumed Ace was just as inexperienced as me when it came to sex.
Was it possible he had been with someone else?
“You’re a virgin, right?”
It wasn’t as if I could hold it against him if he wasn’t. He didn’t owe it to me to remain single before we were in a relationship.
So then why did I feel like I might puke if he’d been with some other girl?
Ace’s face softened as he took in my panic. “When would I have slept with someone else? I’ve spent every waking moment with you—nursing my absolutely massive crush on you—since the day we met.
“It’s only ever been you, Doe. You’re the only one I’ve ever wanted, or ever will want. You know that.”
“But you’re so good at…at…” I couldn’t say the words.
“At giving you orgasms?” Ace finished for me, looking annoyingly smug.
His crudeness made my chest feel hot.
I shoved his shoulder and let out an exasperated huff. “You just seem very… experienced.”
He chuckled. “It’s all instinctual, love.” He leaned in and rubbed his nose up and down mine. I sighed in contentment. He just smelled so good.
“I’m attuned to you and what you need,” he continued quietly. “This is all new to me, too, though.”
I hummed and raised my chest so my breasts were flush against him. Ace’s purring filled the room,
turning my limbs into hot lava.
I was about to throw a leg over his when he grabbed my thigh. I grumbled in annoyance.
“I know, baby, I’m eager too,” Ace said. “But you gotta let me go get the condoms before you crawl into my lap again, or I’m never going to be able to get out of this damn bed.”
He had a point.
“Okay, yeah.” I shook my head in an attempt to clear it. “Go. Hurry.”
Ace literally had to pry my hands off him so he could pull himself from the mattress and make his way
to the bathroom, stark naked. right now. I had I propped myself up against his pillows while I waited for him. My goal was to look sexy and mysterious when he came back, but I quickly became distracted by the soft pillows and blankets.
I nuzzled my face into the fabric, breathing in his heady scent, while I shifted around his comfy sheets.
Why does he have so many blankets anyway? He has three times more than anyone I know.
I was so absorbed with the thought that I didn’t notice Ace re-enter the room until he cleared his throat.
I squeaked and found him standing at the edge of the bed, watching me with a grin.
Ace crawled back on top of me with a chuckle, maneuvering his body between my legs once again. He pressed a gentle kiss on my forehead. “Such a good girl,” he whispered.
The sincerity and approval in his voice made me want to preen with pride and tear up all at the same time. What the hell is going on with my emotions right now?
He held up the box of condoms. “See? Unopened.” He ripped the top off.
“So well prepared,” I murmured. “For someone who was just complaining about having to use protection, you sure do have a lot of condoms.”
The side of the box said it had forty inside. What kind of person got forty condoms?
“You got big plans this weekend that you want to clue me in on?” I couldn’t keep the jealousy out of my tone.
Jeez, what was wrong with me? He just told me I was the only girl for him, and yet, I was still acting
like an untrusting nutjob.
Get it together, Doe.
Ace shot me a panties-melting smile, apparently completely unfazed by my possessiveness. If anything, the day we met.he seemed pleased by it.
“You can stop worrying, Doe. I got them a while ago.
“I would have waited an eternity for you to be ready, obviously. But if you ever did decide you wanted this, I wasn’t about to let not having a damn rubber stop me from giving you what you needed.”
He shrugged. “That, and maybe a little bit of wishful thinking on my part.”
My god, he was gorgeous. And his cock kept brushing against the inside of my thigh, making my head
spin.
Why are we still talking?
“Ace”—I reached down and grabbed his dick, making him hiss and double over slightly—“why aren’t you inside me yet?”
His eyes glazed over with blatant hunger. I stroked his silky length and wiggled my body down the mattress so that my spread pussy was closer to him.
Ace reacted immediately. He shoved his hand into the box of condoms and fished one out, ripping the package open with his teeth.
He probably would have rolled it on right away if I hadn’t started rubbing the head of his cock between my cunt’s dripping-wet lips, covering it in my arousal, and then dragging it up to my clit.
My back arched from the bliss, and I closed my eyes while using my hips to grind against him.
“Jesus fucking Christ, Doe,” Ace gripped my hips tightly, still holding the condom.
His gaze ate up the show I was putting on for him between my legs. “You’re a goddamn vision when you’re desperate for my cock.”
I was going to cum. The smooth head of his cock rubbing against my pulsing nub had me barreling toward my orgasm at full speed.
Ace knew it too. Without saying another word, he slid two fingers into me and began fucking them in and out of me, helping me get there. All my muscles tightened like cogs seizing up in an engine. leared his throat.I cried out Ace’s name as my climax took me. Ace started rubbing his dick on my clit and slipped
another thick finger into me as I jerked against him.
Starbursts popped behind my eyes at the intense feeling of fullness. Something deep in my belly rejoiced, yet clenched even harder, demanding more.
“Hm, I think my girl likes getting her tight, little pussy stretched out,” Ace said while he watched me, his voice sounding strained. “So beautiful.”
My orgasm was over much too soon and, unlike the last one, did little to placate the growing hunger inside me.
“More,” I croaked. “Fuck me, Ace. Please, I need your cock.”
“You’re going to make me lose control again if you keep begging.” He pulled his dick off my clit and rolled the condom onto himself faster than I could comprehend. He lined himself up at my opening.
I whimpered when he didn’t immediately move forward like I needed him to. I felt so unbelievably empty— I was pretty sure I was going to combust if he didn’t fill me in the next ten seconds.
I dug my heels into his ass and thrust my hips up in an attempt to push him inside, but he grabbed my waist and forced me back down. ness. If anything,“Shit! Doe— fuck—just hold on a second there, baby.” He kept one hand on my waist, keeping me still when I continued to wiggle and moan with need.
Using his other hand, he gripped my chin and directed my eyes toward him. “Look at me, Doe. I need your eyes.”
It was the dominant way he squeezed my jaw that really got my attention, and I saw desperation and hunger in his eyes.
But if he wanted me so badly, why the hell were we stopping?
“You said you spent weeks planning tonight, right?”
“W-what?” I gasped out. What was he even saying right now? What did that have to do with anything?
“I need to know that this is something you actually want and not just something your heat-induced brain is making you desperate for right now.”
My heat-induced…?
“I can take care of you in other ways,” Ace said. “Make you cum so many times, you’re begging for me to stop. his cock between“But if you really want me to take your sweet virginity like you’re begging for, I’m gonna need your real and absolute consent.”
“So, answer my question: did you know you wanted me to fuck you tonight before you came to my house? ~Before~ I made you come in my car?”
I nodded jerkily. I understood now. He wanted to make sure I wasn’t getting caught up in the moment and that I had thought this through.
“Yes. I bought the lingerie weeks ago. I thought you knew when you opened the present. I’ve wanted you— this—for so long. Please, Ace, ~please.~”
That was all the confirmation Ace needed. He re-positioned himself at my entrance and braced his right hand on the headboard over my head.
Then, with a strangled grunt, he punched his hips forward—and unleashed a complete and total euphoria inside me.
keeping me still
o with anything?
“I can take care of you in other ways,” Ace said. “Make you cum so many times, you’re begging for me to stop.
“But if you really want me to take your sweet virginity like you’re begging for, I’m gonna need your real and absolute consent.”
“So, answer my question: did you know you wanted me to fuck you tonight before you came to my house? ~Before~ I made you come in my car?”
I nodded jerkily. I understood now. He wanted to make sure I wasn’t getting caught up in the moment and that I had thought this through.
“Yes. I bought the lingerie weeks ago. I thought you knew when you opened the present. I’ve wanted you— this—for so long. Please, Ace, ~please.~”
That was all the confirmation Ace needed. He re-positioned himself at my entrance and braced his right hand on the headboard over my head.
Then, with a strangled grunt, he punched his hips forward—and unleashed a complete and total euphoria inside me.
